I’m going to be brutally honest. I’ve always been discontent with my relationship with God. Even when I was spending a good amount of time in Bible study, prayer, going to church and volunteering, I felt that I was missing something. It wasn’t all I wanted it to be.
There was something deep within me that knew there should be more. I wanted more. I felt like God wanted more. When I say more, I don’t mean He wanted me to do more, pray more, or believe more. I mean He wanted a more intimate relationship like I did. He wanted a more vibrant, interconnected life with me.
I had moments of deep connection during a women’s retreat or even a special time of worship in my own home, but they were like visits from God instead of a life union with Him.
I was stressed by life - financial issues, health issues, work issues, relationship issues. And my relationship with God was...